Stress is a huge thing in my life. I hate stress. It is unnecessary and it just makes your life miserable. This week has been particularly stressful. I have honors English to catch up with; I have a lot of unfinished homework. I have Spanish plays to perfect. It has just been a crazy week. My family has been sick these couple weeks so that just adds to the mess. Oh I just want all this to go away. I hate it when life has to be like this. But I guess since everything happens for a reason it just has to be this way.
So Honors English, what a wonderful topic. I have been forgetting to read Great Expectations. So I am really behind on the book. Then I had to skip a church thing tonight in order to get this blog done. Since it takes me an hour, or so, to get the blog done. Most of the time is trying to figure out what I am going to write about. I am struggling each week with coming up with ideas and topics on which to write about. Then I get an idea in my head then it ends up not being what I thought it was, and being lost on what to write. Then I sit there trying to come up with ideas, and I feel like I am wasting time just sitting there.
Then with all of my homework I still have to do. I have a whole bunch of math that I have barley started. Then I have Spanish lines to get down solid. Then I have been sick these past two weeks so I haven’t been able to practice my saxophone for band. So I have a bad grade in there right now. Then in science, that class is just stressful all by its self. He assigns a lot of homework and reading. Which I have no time for by the way.
Then I am doing classes online on EHS. I have a goal to be done with computer tec by middle of next month. But I have to do 5 assignments a week in order to meet that goal. Then while I’m doing computer tec I have to do fit for life online also. That class is going to be hard to find time to go exercise when I can’t even find time to read a book, let alone listen to a book.
Can I just say that I want summer to come very quickly? Because once it does, I won’t have school to worry about. I will have my online classes done. All I have in the summer is marching band and work. I won’t have to worry about anything but having fun. Once summer is here then I will have a life again and have a fun life at that.
So as you can see I complain a lot when I am stressed out. I just want to get everything done at once and I end up not having any time to do those things, so I get stressed out and it’s just a big mess. I hope things get better soon…